1.28.2008

Elaborate dismissal

And all you said was
No.

1.27.2008

reality hits


my love
I know that you're lonely sometimes
as if no one cares
and no one sees
my love
your pain is real
when everything hurts
when everything bleeds
my love
don't think that you're alone
that no one hears
and no one feels
my love
I share your pain
and I would rather die
than see you leave.

the voice never fades

you're a failure
you're weak
you break under pressure
take control
fuck life
only ten more to go

"I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control. I want a perfect body,I want a perfect soul.I want you to notice,when I'm not around. You're so fucking special,I wish I was special." // radiohead


1.26.2008

in the dark, we are invisible

Let's fall with them

outside the box


... and they look at him and call him ordinary.

leave no trace behind


Be effortless,
Be weightless,
seemless.
Be meaningless
Be shadowless,
voiceless.
Be nothing
or they will
expect everything
your footsteps give you away

1.24.2008

momentarily disillusional



count the stars, you said
and forget about my existence
how can I? I protested
the day is in the way

modest (for a reason)


Sometimes it's easy to miss
the obvious
We're not the only ones
with the world on our shoulders

egoistic tendencies


I wish everything would fit together as flawlessly
as
pieces of a puzzle

1.23.2008

Allow me to be considerate

This gate only opens from the outside
Step inside
And you can never leave

Vanity


Everything is possible
they say and smile
until you want to wear
heels in the winter
Suddenly
the decision in itself
is as foolish
as you are.
but really,
if wearing heels in the snow
is the worst thing you do,
what kind of criminal are you?

The day I woke up




What's with the world nowadays?