I always preferred hard covers

Back off,

You're about to
ripple her surface
and all she can do
is watch from below

Back off,
you're about to

break down her shield
but she is not ready

to let herself go

watching my back

Because I always make sure to stay
one step ahead

straight from the heart

It might be inviting
but do me a favor

don't ever walk straight ahead

I assure you
and listen closely;

choose simplicity and you will end up dead.

transportation

Maybe all it takes is
wings and aspiration
preservation
for you to eventually reach your
destination

Unfortunately

you have nothing but
glue and desperation
devestation
which won't help you solve your

limitation

Ultimately

I find myself admiring your
work and dedication
transformation
but in the end, I have to share my
realization

Undeniably

you keep calling it a
lie and ventilation

simplification
but without the feathers, it's all in your
imagination

Suddenly almost religious

Snow is like a catholic confession

when covering up the old
everything is forgiven

And I can tell you for certain:
You will never know how many steps I took
yesterday

the power of ignoration

Yes.

I am stuck.

Can't breathe
(why would I?)
Can't leave
(why should I?)

Can't move so
Get out.

Yes.
I am stuck.
Same as yesterday
(never changing)
same as every day
(never mending)
Same as always so
Get out.

Yes.
I am stuck.
Don't care
(as if you do)
Don' t feel
(not like you do)
Don't live so
Get out.

Yes.
I'm fucked.
and I bleed
(on the outside)
and I cry
(on the inside)
and I beg you, please
Get out.

masterminded

Reverting to nothing I don't let myself sway
On my hands and my knees I always obey
Behind closed curtains the world fades away
As pleasure and pain is all you convey

We have both seen their faces kept in dismay
Tearing and pushing to make me betray
Through fear and illusion we push them astray
Because all they can see is Hunter and Pray

A definition

Affectionate
Affirmative
Accomodating
Associable
Admirable
Abstract

Achieving

Accentuating

Adaptable
but never even remotely
Alive

and I always wondered what they meant with cage.

Here I am

Hibernation

they call your decision disgraceful

but you just want to sleep for a while