4.08.2008

Ursäkta, I'm sorry, förlåt

I don't think you know
how much
I regret
meeting you
seeing you
for the first
time
the only
moment
that sealed
it all
a deal
I can't run away from
and I swim in
acid to
waste away
from
your reality
so you can
continue without
me
my memories
which only
distract

I beg for your shoes
or bare feet
if you will
to step all over
what I have
become
to crush
and stop
me from
us
I am not a part
of it
anymore
in a group of two you are
them both
and I am the
cloud in the
lower left
corner
the wonders we
created
are left
up to you
maintain them
before
I
they
we
suffocate
until we all realize
what I saw long ago
I do not belong